blissful von

pAmper mYselF

2009-08-13T13:57:00.000-07:00

i had finished all my exam..
21st aug i will going back to malaysia..
everytime after assignment and after exam i will pamper myself....
after my really 1st assignement,
i pamper myself to: AMSTERDAM
after my 1st exam :
1.) iPhone
2.) LONDON: BRIGHTON & GREENWICH

before my 3rd assignment
pamper myself : to EDINBURGH
before my final exam
pamper myself with swarovski ring.....
AM I A BAD DAUGHTER

2009-07-26T15:45:00.001-07:00

exam is around the corner.. but i feel lost do not know where to start and wondering around.. oh my gosh........ hav conditional offer frm uni.exeter, but i have to achieve 70% from my overall diploma course... it seems hard and i do not have the confidence. fortunately, i think i shld shoot for the moon, even if i miss it, i will among the star.. i like this word........

i have to settle down myself and focus to my study... cuz that is my job... to achieve the best i can..

i read frm hong young facebk saying that i cannot change the weather, but i can change the bla bla ( forget)
for me,
i cannot change my height, but i can change my heed..

2009-07-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

hard rock cafe.. dun choose this cuz we want traditional Scottish food

at last we found one traditional scottish food for our lunct time..
THE BAD ASS ..
i love this restaurant

our food...

garlic mushroom flambeed in white wine & tossed through garlic & herb cream

a wee taste of Scotland..
a small protion of haggis neeps and tatties
yummy...

yukky... maria.. my other korean friend who come along with us but she separate with us to the highland's pasta is better..

inside the FIRST bus.. kilt type cushion...

i am going to climb this.. wakaka

cant believe i reached the peak

waiting for the bus ahead to the hill...

i am going to climb that..

starting point..

half way....

extremely exhausted.....

oh... i must keep going.. just keep going

take a nap..

rabbit.. rabbit.. my uni is full of rabit too

yvonne conquer the world

it worth for me to climb up the hill

my best fren.. mi seon park...

2009-07-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

end of journey

oink oink

prince charles is inside..

calton hill( not very gd)

national gallery at edinburgh

my breakfast area at the last day

in the early morning is whole pig.. afternoon become like that... oink oink

when can i get my bachelor degree???

2009-07-17T15:22:00.000-07:00

saw this at my uni.. last few weeks, i get conditonal offer from uni. of exeter.. but i have to get overall 70% in my Diploma programme.. this few days, wasting time in the litttle nyonya and watch until 4.30 midnite.. somemore make this morning late for class.. if kean yong dont call me.. mayb will miss the class.. what happen to me.. i seems to ignore to study...
i am here for what?? y gettin lazy???
succes will not juz drop like that frm the sky.. i have to chase it.. i will sleep now and tomoro go out eat with my fren ... chasing my dream too.. my first honors degree..

....von receipe....

2009-07-17T15:15:00.000-07:00

dinner for 17/07/09
my porridge, 16.07/09
my waffle with avacado.. yummy..
my breakfast.. onion with tomato n wif medium egg.. bababab.. i love it..

sushi eye..

hideous von...

2009-07-17T14:58:00.000-07:00

dreaming late for my presentation..finger swollen too.... do i hav allergy??
mouth swollen agian on tue.. T.T

give idiot mosquito kiss

mouth swollen at 4.30 am.. so pity... so big.. but it help me to open the speech in the presentation

left eye swollen
browse n heels for presentation

things that happen to me..

2009-07-17T14:35:00.000-07:00

lazy bum
coming 2 weeks, my exam will be around the corner, however yesterday watch THE LITTLE NYONYA until late midnite 4.30 sth..
fortunately, lg call me at 12 and my class is at 11.30... wakaka.. lucky he call me.. i rather late then dun go to class.. lucky lg call me... enter to the classs.. teacher ask me out for some coffee and tea.. i said i dun wan, i juz wan to go in.. at 1st he chase me out.. but see me too pretty le.. wakka.. no, is juz my eye swollen...

while writing this, fireworks was released.... 1052pm; uk time..

i am still 18..
wakaka.. today went to visit GP because :-
sat : left eye swollen
sun : right eye swollen
mon : hav job interview for presentation, but whole night cant sleep at wake up mth swollen..
tue : miseon make kim chi fried rice n seaweed soup for chartlene burfday.. but right after that, my mouth swollen again..
my GP, Dr, pg no longer there, so i see other GP which feel not that caring.. give me Loratadine medincine for my itchy & swollen..
i wanna go pharmacy buy my prescription but they neva charge me cuz i am still consider 18 and is a full time student.. last timw i wast £7 sth for my medicine..

i hate mosquito, wanna kill them.. make my body redness and itchy..

my sandwich area...

2009-07-14T15:15:00.000-07:00

mushroom beside me
yummy
healthy diet( cheese, lettuce, chicken breast, wholemeal bread, blueberry jam)
supper under this tree..

went to london months ago...

2009-07-14T15:07:00.000-07:00

my academic bk.. huhu
instant noodles frm london

grocery shoppin the next day back frm london

my mom..

2009-07-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

just chat with mummy.. my bro is doing hw..
my mom is not feeling well.. have stomachache for this 2 days..
now malaysia is 11.13.. my mom is very tired but she still teman my bro do hw..
this let me think of when i F5, my mom do the same thing.. while i doin hw till midnight.. my mom will sit behind me read her book.. TQ mummy.. you might think is annoy.. but i do not find it..
since small, my mom neva check my hw or my school bag b4.. cuz she knew she had bad-tempered. if she check, she might scold us..

i love my mummy.. her burfday is coming.. i am goin to buy a swavorski ring for her..

2009-07-03T14:39:00.000-07:00

my edinburgh photo is wif fren... T.T

life is full with vexed question...
i seems that i often make the wrong decision..
but everyone grow up from mistake.. is that truth?

my assignment is over.. unfortunately, exam is coming.. but still wondering around and isolate myself in the room...
one of my friend unfortunately have to give up on his study because of financial problem..
i am so pleasant that i can do whatever i love..

last few days, saw friend get scholarships.. moths ago, i told myself i want to apply.. but i didn't.. juz said bye bye to £1000... T.T
so shame that wanna study accounting but have poor money management..

2009-06-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

It seems have a long time i never express out my feeling through here.. i think have to take more photo as my blog is full with words, is kind a ho-hum...

my organisational behaviour essay is over.. currently pursuing
1.starbucks case study report (29/06/09)
2.information system test in statistics and probability (26/06/09)
3.find a job to present an interview to teacher, imagine ur situation in 5 yrs or 10 yrs time (not sure.. hehe)

wanna encourage myself as...
1.don't want to waste my daddy effort to spent a vast investment on me to study aboard
2.don't want to waste my lover time to wait for me

therefore,
i cannot let myself down, is only year 1.... i can make it.. i will do better...
and british teacher love to said: " you will be fine, yvonne!!" hoho, everytime said the same thing, i will hesitate is that truth...

yvonne, noone born out to know evrything, i am here to learn , i am here to improve, i am here to look forward, i am here to do better..... i am here to chase my dream:
FIRST HONORS DEGREE

today is father day...
if i done my falial duty to my daddy, everyday is father day for him.. do not just treat daddy good in father day....
i love my daddy, seow cho thoy..
of course, love my mummy and little brother...
i love my parent..
without them, i will not have such comfortable life.. they give me what i want..

long time i never write the blog cuz the vacation to edinburgh give me a frustrate bout myself, i have really poor time management and lack of communication with other 2 korean friend..
i am late for the train to edinburgh, and both of my freind wait for me.. i do not want to make everyone not happy.. i paid for the fare ticket to edinburgh .. £74.90 each.. 3 of us £200++ just because i am late.. the journey is actually less than £80 include return ticket and accomodation...

this is the 1st time i neve bought any souveneir for myself for the vacation... i punish myself not to buy thing for me haha...
after my assignmen, this peak session, i will upload photo in edinburgh... is a big lesson for me..

i though my parent will give me a bombardment , however, my daddy said that, money is not important, important is i am fine.. mummy said she do not feel is a big disaster, my love one said use £200- rm1000++ to buy a lesson, my beloved intimate said not to repeat the mistake, my dear teacher said in life need to contribute a lot to learn a lesson, and i just using the easier way(money)to learn a lesson.. it is worth...
this lesson is really sacrifice.. noone blame me or scold me, make me feel guilty...
is poinless i look backward.. i have to lookforward ensure my time -management improve.. unfortunately, i still late in class.. i want to improve my life style.. any regards or comment to improve myself.. as i said i want to improve myself day by day...
i often though i am isolated with no friend, but it seems i have someone to talk with and help with when i have trouble.. my dear: LG, 小黑, chi hui, weiling and my sist eunice..

2009-05-30T10:10:00.000-07:00

everything is in a state of mind..
today wake up at 10.30 to go to jog at my uni. which have a beautiful lakeside full with tree..
then , eat my curry which i cook yesterday at outside the building cuz the weather now is good as 18 degree..
then, start my organisational behaviour assignement..
the tittle : As a senior manager in a large organisation, explain fully the measures you would take in order to help secure good working relationships and effective teamwork in a multicultural and diverse workforce. What particular difficulties might you come across and how would you resolve them?

i will go edinburhg at 2/06/09-4/06/09..
n dis assignmen hav to hang in a draft at 8th n submit at 11th...
i so scare i have no time for the assignmen...
procrastination really kill me.... T.T
i hope i can finish soon.. probably bring book to edinburgh to study...
help me..
give me signal..

2009-05-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

25th may, is a spring bank holiday(UK), however, i never go anywhere cuz 26th i have test for my introduction to biz & IELTS..
no doubt, i doing my personal development plan which have to submit on comin thurs(28th) without doing any revision.
Then, i sleep at 1 stg.. however, i woke up at 3.45 because my ear is very pain..
on that time, i am so worry.. dunno what happen to my ear.. i look outside d window it is stil very dark.. i look myself on the mirror..
asking myself: " have i done any guilty".. i always very proud of my ear, cuz i feel my ear look nice..
i keep on look at my ear and feel it is not nice as last time..
我把我的福给用完了吗？？？
one of my intimate, she is a mung, she said i have to appreciate what i have..
不要把你的福给用完了？？
is that a signal for me to appreciate my life!! be more independent and be faithful to everyone.. because i often ask one of my friend who are at malaysia help me to do my housework..
is anyone understand what i mean..
fortunately,
the pain is only stand for few mint.. i continue my sleep after that..
it is strange.. is there a signal for me.. or scientifically, my ear have problem??!!??

at 26th may, as i said i hav 2 test today.. so teachear open a tutorial to help us to proofread our assignmnment.. in my class.. i am the only girl who go to that tutorial.. teacher can sense that i would come.. she said i always worry too much.. i think not really..

contentment bring happiness; be deeply grateful to my parent..

2009-05-18T15:33:00.000-07:00

since small, have a simple life.. everytime get thing for granted.. i am the type of person who dont know how to appreciate things as get things easily n give up things easily..
sometimes still love to blame..
life at UK boring, always go to class and back room in a mint as it took 1 mint journey..
nevertheless, when i talk to my intimate.. i just realize what i have??!!??
my academic results in not very colourful since small..
however, my parent will encourage me.. no matter what is my result, as long as i improve..my parent will hapy & proud of me without give me pressure
normally, ppl who have gd results stil hav no chance to pursue their study & will border the financial problem..
for me, tell daddy which uni wanna study and daddy reply me: " u sure this uni har?!! after daddy pay, no chance to make choice le la.." thats all he require me..
for me, still dont know how to appreciate.. playing a full at here without paying attention in class..
i look back at the receipt that daddy pay for my fees & accomodation..
it is £13k ++ without my living expenses..
dear yvonne...... your job is to study.. just do it.. just do it..
yvonne seow... you can do better.. you will.. you will..
BE WHO I WANT TO BE..
ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT TO ACHEIVE..

2009-05-16T13:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday have steamboat with frind..
using rice cooker, this my 1st time knew time rice-cooker have such function.. in my mind, rice cooker is only for the usage to cook rice.. i really underestimate the function of rice-cooker.. last tue, one of my friend use rice-cooker to cook curry.. yummy..
have 2 type of soap: xi-chuan and seafood..
most of them eat beef.. but i cant...
today wake up at 8 ++ and defecate in the toilet for few times.. hat the feeling..
tonight i cook porridge.. TQ mummy.. give me dry-scallop.. i love it.. simple & nice..
today is kean yong birthday celebration.. my parent go his hse as well.. hope everyone is happy and enjoy..
today chi hui gave me load of idea to write my PDP.. i have to braistroming from her idea.. hope can derive a distinction result.. god bless evryone ..

what can i do??!!??

2009-05-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

I have load of assignment..
21st may : Accounting test
28th may : Personal development plan deadline
2nd june-4th june: edinburgh..
8th may : Organisational behaviour essay deadline
29th june : Intro to Business: Starbucks case study deadline..

2009-05-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

2009-04-29T10:32:00.000-07:00

inside the ferry.. planned where to go at amsterdam.. i just follow my hong kong friend..

2009-04-26T12:18:00.000-07:00

the post from outside the hotel.. i am a fussy girl.. here i learn sometime i have to open one eye, close one eye..

aMsTerDam

2009-04-26T11:37:00.000-07:00

19/03/09, before my exam, i went to amsterdam with international student society(UEA). 12 hrs journey from norwich to amsterdam. It is kind a tired!! On the way to there, we had to stop for 1/2 rest!! This is the law of UK.. employees' right.. they need a nap..
i ate my sweet potato which i bake myself.. It is really sweet and had lot of fibre.. haha lucky i bought tissue..*p
next, we had to wait the ferry from DOVER to CALASIS.. Our coach drive into the ferry, and everyone had to come out from to coach and went up to the passenger seat for the safety.. The ferry is enormous but is kind a old..
when i reach amsterdam, it is normal and
the stlye of the amsterdam house is on the canal.. amsterdam have uncountable canal.. haha.. so, it is kind a easy for me to lost the way as it is almost the same..
I am lucky, mummy best friend, here name is PC and we make her name as a joke"pei si"stay at netherland, her husband bring me and corio( hong kong friend) to eat DIM SUM which is the 1st time i ate at EUROPE and since january i never eat DIM SUM..
btw, i don't like my hotel.. it is actually not a hotel but hostel!! 6 people in a room and is full with dust.. but i must adapt it, this is life..
hehe.. i went to 佛光山, one of the buddhist association at amsterdam.. i pray and dian deng.. it cost me £6.50 ..
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many guy wanna come to amsterdam because here is legal for prostituition and drug..

i went to sex museum!! and i took load of picture of that, if anyone intrest on the disgusting pic, can ask from me..
i went to the red light district which is the place that u shld visit.. because:
there have many shop with the red curtain, and the lady will wear sexy and less cloth standing there, if you are intrested,u can knock the door and negotiate the price.. it is approximate 50 euro.. however, there is some fat one which only cost 20 euro.. there is also promotion pay 2 for 3..
i feel sorry for them, i hope someone will bring them out from that place and stop it and give them a proper job.. i believe that is not what they want..
because it is legal for drug, so i feel fear and stick tight with my friend.. frankly speaking, i felt it is kind a safe there cuz the police with huge and strong horse patrolling..
at the red light district is full with sex shop: lot of porn which is disgusting, violence.. sex toy etc..
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i join a day tour and i visit, cheese factory, wooden shoe factory, windmill...

but the tour is disappoint me because it only have one windmill.. i regret i have no time to see the tulip... is kind a waste.. but i bought a blue tulip which i have to plant myself.. there is black tulip as well..

i probably will go to netherland again.. i can stay at mummy's friend hse.. i heard ppl said that the water of netherland is very good which does not contain hard material and will smothen & rejuvenate your skin.. i felt that, i did not need to put lotion when i at amsterdam.. however, if i at UK, my skin will dry up without lotion because the water of UK contain some material ..

2009-04-25T15:14:00.000-07:00

爸爸，妈妈，我会做的更好！！

over budget

2009-04-24T16:21:00.000-07:00

i had overspent frm 13th of mac to 13th apr.. it is * 10 from my previous expenses.. OMG, i had to think before i consume.. This is because i spend at trip to amsterdam, & london i bought many food.. As well, i bought iPhone..
4th of april, just finish my 1st term exam at united kingdom, i bough myself a iPhone.. it is £342.54 + (ins) £ 120 +(top up) £15= £ 477.54..
on the way back home after i bought the iPhone, i didn't feel happy. Btw, i cried at home, because i felt i bought something which is expensive.. In contrast, i felt happy with the function, i already bought it, the only thing i can do is make use of the application.. make it worth..
I cried and looking at my iPhone, my electronic dictionary, my laptop, my silk blanket.. I am lucky that i can choose whatever course i want to study, choose which university i wish too.. just tell my parent, and they will try their best to give.. What i still want to expect.. I love the content of my life, parent,family, love & friends.. "Contentment bring happiness" I told myself, i should get a first class degree, and work hard and get my master degree. As well,, done my filial duty.. without them, i am nothing!!!

gReeNwich

2009-04-21T15:13:00.000-07:00

purposes to create the blog...

2009-04-20T16:06:00.000-07:00

I am a very forgetful charming girl, therefore, going to a trip to memory lane to write down something which is meaningful and memorable in my life journey. As well, to spent my spare time wisely. Btw, i know my grammar and vocaburary still have an extent for me to improve. Thus, i hope you will help me to proofread it for me to improve.. TQ

Today, in my organisational behaviour class discuss about the chapter of" Changing & Innovation : New Organisationl Forums". This remind me that i have to improve my life as change my thought, behaviour, performance and lastly boost my result. Therefore, i finally post my blog and wanna change my lifestlye. Want to make my life more colourful.

I have to change my thought and behaviour because the only thing that not change in the world is : " THE WORLD IS KEEP ON CHANGING".. Learn it from a seminar years ago.. so, i think i should be on track.. huhu